--MoOdy--
In tis feel day...
i feel like wanna cry...
many thingz happen on me...
wat happen tat i hav done actually??
i really dunno y my classmate can becum like tis...
feel sad sad n sad to stay in this class..
really wanna shout it out actually...
dunno y can b'cum like tis....
feel alone...
i really hope tat it can b'cum like 1st time i cum in to tis college..
even i can change it to another class...
wif my dear frenz 2gether...
mayb nw will feel better...
in tis class i found tat i'm alone..
i tell my frenz b'4...
they tell me don't alwayz keep it to my heart...
they say if feel wanna cry then juz cry it out...
tat day i feel so sad...
till i crying wif tears...
thx my dear frenz...
onli u will understand wat i wan..
nw i feel regret...
wat can i do nw?
i juz wan find a few frenz in my classmate onli...
bt...i thk it is difficult...
if u feel tat i'm wrong juz tell me...
i can't even noe wat r the problem is...><'
sometimes..
i walk wif them...
then i feel tat i alwayz walk alone at the back... so i try to leave..
bt they don't even noe i hav ardy leave..
i feel tat i was the onli person who like to follow them...
so i try to go to another place...
bt i dunno wat should i do ...
arrrghh!! feel strrrreeeeesssssssssss arr...><''
dunno y my tears can flow out easily..T_______T
no ppl will noe my feeling except u dear!~
Alone.....:)
2011年10月19日星期三
2011年5月10日星期二
SaD~
yesterday is my driving test..
so i din go for college...
is juz b'coz my driving test...
i really hope 2 get a gud result for my driving test..
bt...
i failed!!!T-T
coz i feel nervous-ing+whether hot+stress..
i feel really dissapointed about tat...
tat day really many ppl go 4 the driving test...
so i need 2 wait between 80-90 student b4 me...
i go there start from 11:30 untill 6:30..
really tired..
tat JPJ really "xiong"(chinese)!
i try my best 2 do all the thingz...
bt....
i feel headache...
coz of the sun...><"
it make me getting more stress n can't concentrate about tat~
its time 4 my frenz turn now...
she also feel really nervous...
bt she also can't do well for the driving test..
1st time is ardy failed~><"
however i try not to get panic at all...
so when 4:00pm sumthing...
is my turn now...
i tell myself will do more gud then tat dayz..
i noe i can do it...
1st time i hav already do well...
so i really happy...
n try 2 do the next step...
the next step is parking~
the parking i hav ardy do well...
so i raise my hand to the JPJ so tat i can do the next step..
until i going 2 parking...
i still feel really nervous...
i tell myself i can do it!!
gambateh!!!!!
then i hav do well for my parking...
when i go out from the parking...
i really b'carefull about my car...
bt suddenly the hole is falling down...
i feel sad...
is juz b'coz of the hole...!!!!!T-T
i feel dissapointed 4 tat day...
at last..
i can't straight away do 4 the last part...
so i hav ardy failed!!
so next day when i need 2 take the test again...
i need 2 start from the hold thingz again...
really sad! sad! n sad!!!
n my test on the road is also failed~
the car can juz throw it away!!!!!!!
coz the car can't use dy...
the car is ardy old...
why the JPJ dunwan 2 take the car 2 do???!!!
actually they need 2 change the car as well...
coz when i learn car...
the car is as bad as like tat lo!!!!lolzzz!!!!><"
the streng got sound+the gear is 'keras'(malay)...
+the door car is like ardy broken+n the break can also like need 2 spoild ardy lo!!
wat the FxxK is tat??!
dun like the JPJ lo...
the car is ardy old...
bt the JPJ is more bad then the car!!!
wat kind of JPJ is tat???
they alwayz say the rude thingz...!
wat the hell!!!!><"
they dunno study from who...
they say the rude thingz like learn from chinese ppl!!!
i really really really angry to the JPJ...
they thk they really smart...
actually they not smart..
like a PIG!!!!!
bt actually some JPJ r really kind~
bt i choose the JPJ is really bad at all!
until now i really angry about him!
he make me really need 2 say the rude thingz 2 him!!!
however..............
i wish 2 forget about him...
coz i dun like tis kind of JPJ at my mind!!
now...
i juz need 2 concentrate 2 my study...
the driving test again will be postpone...
coz i hav ardy scare from them...
so i hope i will try my best 2 study well at my college~~
yesterday is my driving test..
so i din go for college...
is juz b'coz my driving test...
i really hope 2 get a gud result for my driving test..
bt...
i failed!!!T-T
coz i feel nervous-ing+whether hot+stress..
i feel really dissapointed about tat...
tat day really many ppl go 4 the driving test...
so i need 2 wait between 80-90 student b4 me...
i go there start from 11:30 untill 6:30..
really tired..
tat JPJ really "xiong"(chinese)!
i try my best 2 do all the thingz...
bt....
i feel headache...
coz of the sun...><"
it make me getting more stress n can't concentrate about tat~
its time 4 my frenz turn now...
she also feel really nervous...
bt she also can't do well for the driving test..
1st time is ardy failed~><"
however i try not to get panic at all...
so when 4:00pm sumthing...
is my turn now...
i tell myself will do more gud then tat dayz..
i noe i can do it...
1st time i hav already do well...
so i really happy...
n try 2 do the next step...
the next step is parking~
the parking i hav ardy do well...
so i raise my hand to the JPJ so tat i can do the next step..
until i going 2 parking...
i still feel really nervous...
i tell myself i can do it!!
gambateh!!!!!
then i hav do well for my parking...
when i go out from the parking...
i really b'carefull about my car...
bt suddenly the hole is falling down...
i feel sad...
is juz b'coz of the hole...!!!!!T-T
i feel dissapointed 4 tat day...
at last..
i can't straight away do 4 the last part...
so i hav ardy failed!!
so next day when i need 2 take the test again...
i need 2 start from the hold thingz again...
really sad! sad! n sad!!!
n my test on the road is also failed~
the car can juz throw it away!!!!!!!
coz the car can't use dy...
the car is ardy old...
why the JPJ dunwan 2 take the car 2 do???!!!
actually they need 2 change the car as well...
coz when i learn car...
the car is as bad as like tat lo!!!!lolzzz!!!!><"
the streng got sound+the gear is 'keras'(malay)...
+the door car is like ardy broken+n the break can also like need 2 spoild ardy lo!!
wat the FxxK is tat??!
dun like the JPJ lo...
the car is ardy old...
bt the JPJ is more bad then the car!!!
wat kind of JPJ is tat???
they alwayz say the rude thingz...!
wat the hell!!!!><"
they dunno study from who...
they say the rude thingz like learn from chinese ppl!!!
i really really really angry to the JPJ...
they thk they really smart...
actually they not smart..
they juz a little stupid ant!!><"
like a PIG!!!!!
bt actually some JPJ r really kind~
bt i choose the JPJ is really bad at all!
until now i really angry about him!
he make me really need 2 say the rude thingz 2 him!!!
however..............
i wish 2 forget about him...
coz i dun like tis kind of JPJ at my mind!!
now...
i juz need 2 concentrate 2 my study...
the driving test again will be postpone...
coz i hav ardy scare from them...
so i hope i will try my best 2 study well at my college~~
2011年5月6日星期五
TiReD!!! ><"
arhzzzzzz!!!!!!!
wan crazy dy lo...!!
lolzzzzz~~~
juz nw go c my new college..
went 2 my new class..
really far away after from another class~><"
tireD+stress!!!
next time when i start skul...
after class..i need 2 went 2 another class...
really far away leh~=="
everyday also need 2 go...
lollz!
my time table almost everyday need 2 go...
except sunday...!
sometimes need 2 study til 9pm night~
summore....
next week tuesday is my driving exam..
bt now...
look like need 2 cancel dy lo...T-T
coz on tuesday my class start from 10am to 6pm~
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~
really angry arhz!!!!!!!!!!!!!>(
how how how??!!
n my cambridge class also neeed 2 cancel in thrusday...
coz my college class is study until 9pm~~><"
my cambridge start from 8pm to 10pm....
so......
need ask for change~~!
hope will be fine soon~~
as fast as possible~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
-------------------------enD---------------------------------
arhzzzzzz!!!!!!!
wan crazy dy lo...!!
lolzzzzz~~~
juz nw go c my new college..
went 2 my new class..
really far away after from another class~><"
tireD+stress!!!
next time when i start skul...
after class..i need 2 went 2 another class...
really far away leh~=="
everyday also need 2 go...
lollz!
my time table almost everyday need 2 go...
except sunday...!
sometimes need 2 study til 9pm night~
summore....
next week tuesday is my driving exam..
bt now...
look like need 2 cancel dy lo...T-T
coz on tuesday my class start from 10am to 6pm~
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~
really angry arhz!!!!!!!!!!!!!>(
how how how??!!
n my cambridge class also neeed 2 cancel in thrusday...
coz my college class is study until 9pm~~><"
my cambridge start from 8pm to 10pm....
so......
need ask for change~~!
hope will be fine soon~~
as fast as possible~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
-------------------------enD---------------------------------
2011年5月5日星期四
ColleGe LifE~~
wahaha~~~
really happy...
long time din update le lo...!!
nw i can alwayz update dy..
coz can play comp at my college...
finally...
i hav ardy register at Tarcollge~
i thk it was a new life 4 me..
really enjoy 2...^^
at there really big...
noe wat i study?!
haha...
i study quantity surveying in technology~~~
i will study hard n hard~
n hope will understand at there~~xD
i need 2 learn how 2 speak english~
coz there really many ppl will speak english~~~~
like english educated leh~~~
i will try my best 2 speak my broken english~><"
summore~~ ~
i hav ardy start my tuition at cambridge...
so tat i can improve my english+learn more~~~
at college~~
i wish 2 noe more new frenz~~
first day~~
i hav ardy saw many ppl at there~~
really exciteD!!!xD
many ppl also study QS...
they look like more confidence~~~
really funny also...
1st day go 2 college...
its really nice n different from secondary skul~~x)
really like at there...haha
bt~~~~~
the timetable r really bad leh!
coz many dayz need 2 go 2 Tarcollege~
tireD arhz~~~><"
however~~~~~~
i will try my best n do as well as posSible~~^^
wish myself!!!!!!!!!x)
wahaha~~~
really happy...
long time din update le lo...!!
nw i can alwayz update dy..
coz can play comp at my college...
finally...
i hav ardy register at Tarcollge~
i thk it was a new life 4 me..
really enjoy 2...^^
at there really big...
noe wat i study?!
haha...
i study quantity surveying in technology~~~
i will study hard n hard~
n hope will understand at there~~xD
i need 2 learn how 2 speak english~
coz there really many ppl will speak english~~~~
like english educated leh~~~
i will try my best 2 speak my broken english~><"
summore~~ ~
i hav ardy start my tuition at cambridge...
so tat i can improve my english+learn more~~~
at college~~
i wish 2 noe more new frenz~~
first day~~
i hav ardy saw many ppl at there~~
really exciteD!!!xD
many ppl also study QS...
they look like more confidence~~~
really funny also...
1st day go 2 college...
its really nice n different from secondary skul~~x)
really like at there...haha
bt~~~~~
the timetable r really bad leh!
coz many dayz need 2 go 2 Tarcollege~
tireD arhz~~~><"
however~~~~~~
i will try my best n do as well as posSible~~^^
wish myself!!!!!!!!!x)
2011年3月18日星期五
LOL~~~xD-UPDATED!!!
finally...
i din work dy...
haha...
start learn car...
really happy...
coz i hav pass my undang test...[47/50]...
now...
i hav 2 wait 4 the lesen...
at home really boring~~
bt im seaching 4 tarc college...
i think i will study at there...
dunno wat subject i need 2 get...
mayb i will study bussiness or QS...
headache!!!
dunno which 1 is better...><"
anyway hope will get more information~~haha
tat day...
i already get money from work...
i treat my family go 4 lunch...
they really happy+enjoy...^^
we eat sushi at 1u...about $110++..
tis is my 1st time get money when i work...
last week...
i also bought the ODM watch...
haha...
tis watch is aready long time i need 2 buy...
summore is limited watch...
nice.. <3...
yesterday i also hav dye my hair...[ash brown]+cut hair~~><"
tis is also my 1st time dye~~
bt hor~~
nt really brown colour leh...
coz my hair is already brown...xDD
wahaha...
anyway also better then din dye my hair b4~~~><
my hair is really short dy lo...
coz i dunwan long hair~hehe~~
take result is coming soOn....
scare!!!!@@
hope will get better...=)
ntg 2 say dy~~~!
update next time when i on ba~~~~~~~~haha...
------------END-----------------
finally...
i din work dy...
haha...
start learn car...
really happy...
coz i hav pass my undang test...[47/50]...
now...
i hav 2 wait 4 the lesen...
at home really boring~~
bt im seaching 4 tarc college...
i think i will study at there...
dunno wat subject i need 2 get...
mayb i will study bussiness or QS...
headache!!!
dunno which 1 is better...><"
anyway hope will get more information~~haha
tat day...
i already get money from work...
i treat my family go 4 lunch...
they really happy+enjoy...^^
we eat sushi at 1u...about $110++..
tis is my 1st time get money when i work...
last week...
i also bought the ODM watch...
haha...
tis watch is aready long time i need 2 buy...
summore is limited watch...
nice.. <3...
yesterday i also hav dye my hair...[ash brown]+cut hair~~><"
tis is also my 1st time dye~~
bt hor~~
nt really brown colour leh...
coz my hair is already brown...xDD
wahaha...
anyway also better then din dye my hair b4~~~><
my hair is really short dy lo...
coz i dunwan long hair~hehe~~
take result is coming soOn....
scare!!!!@@
hope will get better...=)
ntg 2 say dy~~~!
update next time when i on ba~~~~~~~~haha...
------------END-----------------
2011年2月28日星期一
我不再对你说"我爱你"..
时间可以冲淡一切,真的能吗?
每一次想你,都感觉心痛!><"
而这种痛我不知道何时才是个尽头?
我不知道我还会思念你多久..爱你多久..?
没有人可以告诉我..
我心痛,是因为我爱你...
我惩罚..是因为这是不该的爱..
风停了..雨也停了..
爱你的心可以在这一刻也停下来吗??可以吗??
我苦苦的问自己..这是为什么??为什么呢??
从你的无声中,我似乎看到了一个结局..
曾经我从你的眼中寻找到了勇气..
但这一刻我却发觉..
勇气已经在岁月中无声的消失了!
我发觉自己再也没有勇气去想你..
我想我错了..
一直以来,我对你的感情都是一种期望..
一种永远没有结局的期望..
当我发觉我全身心去投入这个梦的时候..
你却在极力让自己躲藏..
于是...
我看到自己无助的眼神..
更看到了我的压抑和痛苦!
我恨我自己..
如果我的爱给你带来了快乐...
请你记住..这份快乐~
如果我的爱带给你带来了痛苦..
那么请你把我对你的爱忘掉...好吗??
我不知道该怎么走下去..
心很茫然,
没有人能告诉我.. 也不会告诉别人..
我真的很痛苦.. 接下来的路我该怎么走?
爱上了你.. 就如爱上了错..
我一直以为爱情里没有谁对谁错！
只有谁不懂得珍惜谁! 我现在才发现..
原来爱上一个人也有错..
怎样才能变坚强?? 怎样才不再想你??
心依然在痛.. 感情却在一点一点慢慢加深!
泪依然再流.. 时间却一直不停的再转..
夜深了.. 我好无奈..也好绝望!
这一刻.. 我哭了...
代表我对你..彻底的失望了..
你看不到我内心所承受的痛苦..
同样看不到我内心也有一道伤痕~~><"
时间可以冲淡一切,真的能吗?
每一次想你,都感觉心痛!><"
而这种痛我不知道何时才是个尽头?
我不知道我还会思念你多久..爱你多久..?
没有人可以告诉我..
我心痛,是因为我爱你...
我惩罚..是因为这是不该的爱..
风停了..雨也停了..
爱你的心可以在这一刻也停下来吗??可以吗??
我苦苦的问自己..这是为什么??为什么呢??
从你的无声中,我似乎看到了一个结局..
曾经我从你的眼中寻找到了勇气..
但这一刻我却发觉..
勇气已经在岁月中无声的消失了!
我发觉自己再也没有勇气去想你..
我想我错了..
一直以来,我对你的感情都是一种期望..
一种永远没有结局的期望..
当我发觉我全身心去投入这个梦的时候..
你却在极力让自己躲藏..
于是...
我看到自己无助的眼神..
更看到了我的压抑和痛苦!
我恨我自己..
如果我的爱给你带来了快乐...
请你记住..这份快乐~
如果我的爱带给你带来了痛苦..
那么请你把我对你的爱忘掉...好吗??
我不知道该怎么走下去..
心很茫然,
没有人能告诉我.. 也不会告诉别人..
我真的很痛苦.. 接下来的路我该怎么走?
爱上了你.. 就如爱上了错..
我一直以为爱情里没有谁对谁错！
只有谁不懂得珍惜谁! 我现在才发现..
原来爱上一个人也有错..
怎样才能变坚强?? 怎样才不再想你??
心依然在痛.. 感情却在一点一点慢慢加深!
泪依然再流.. 时间却一直不停的再转..
夜深了.. 我好无奈..也好绝望!
这一刻.. 我哭了...
代表我对你..彻底的失望了..
你看不到我内心所承受的痛苦..
同样看不到我内心也有一道伤痕~~><"
2011年2月27日星期日
2011年1月4日星期二
世界唯一的你
因为一些事...
我哭了...T-T...
就因为在梦中遇见你出事了...
我不想失去你...
好想你在我身边...T.T
真的很想去找你...
但你已经去当兵了...
我没有办法...
最后还是忍不住信息你...
想告诉你..我现在的心情很低落...
满脸都是泪水...
但我真的很累...
其实我真的不知道原来你还没有被收电话...
就这样...
在我电话里突然再次出现你回我的信息...
我的眼泪一直不断地流...
为什么就是停不了?T_______T
也许是感动吧...
没想到你还没被收电话...
如果我知道的话...
可能我会找你信息...
也许也不会有这场梦发生...
其实...
我真的很后悔...
为什么当初就不选择去告诉你一切的一切...
为什么就是要把痛苦都藏在心上...
让自己独自承受...
到最后伤心的却是我...
我不想这样...
但确实就是这样...><"
我们彼此也曾经许下承诺...
而你也曾经说过我们一定要在一起直到永远...
也说过无论怎样都不会离开我...
我总相信你说过的每一句话...
但就是没有实现...
因为我们彼此都带着很多的误会...而分开了...
我不知道你对我的感情是不是专一...
但我可以肯定的是我对你却是很专一...
你曾经告诉过我你不能对她酱不公平...
难道你对我就公平吗?
你说过爱我...
你说过永远在一起...
你说过不会离开我...
你说过你另一半的心永远是在我心里...
你也说过你会给我幸福...
这些你对我公平吗?
我原本以为我们可以永远牵着彼此的手一直走下去...
但我不知道我们还有没有这个机会...
其实...
爱情没有公平这两个字...
只要能够彼此相爱...
这样才会幸福...
我很怀念我们在戏院里..
你曾经xx我...
在我冷的时候...
曾经牵着我的手...
让我躺在你的头...
一起喝同一杯汽水...
我们好像不是在看戏...
而是在xx...x)
我还记得我们再w.y家看鬼戏...
我们在一起很甜蜜...
很开心...
你还送我那个超像你...眼睛小小...穿着当兵的衣服...很可爱...=]
还在她家楼上xx...
还有很多很多很快乐的回忆...
其实我们去过很多地方xx..
这些只有你和我知道...x)
虽然我不知道我们还有没有复合的机会...
但我希望你能够找到那个属于自己最幸福的人...
就算全世界都放弃你...
我也不会放弃你...
只因为我想和你一起分享快乐与悲哀...
想紧紧的牵着彼此的手直到永远...><"
因为一些事...
我哭了...T-T...
就因为在梦中遇见你出事了...
我不想失去你...
好想你在我身边...T.T
真的很想去找你...
但你已经去当兵了...
我没有办法...
最后还是忍不住信息你...
想告诉你..我现在的心情很低落...
满脸都是泪水...
但我真的很累...
其实我真的不知道原来你还没有被收电话...
就这样...
在我电话里突然再次出现你回我的信息...
我的眼泪一直不断地流...
为什么就是停不了?T_______T
也许是感动吧...
没想到你还没被收电话...
如果我知道的话...
可能我会找你信息...
也许也不会有这场梦发生...
其实...
我真的很后悔...
为什么当初就不选择去告诉你一切的一切...
为什么就是要把痛苦都藏在心上...
让自己独自承受...
到最后伤心的却是我...
我不想这样...
但确实就是这样...><"
我们彼此也曾经许下承诺...
而你也曾经说过我们一定要在一起直到永远...
也说过无论怎样都不会离开我...
我总相信你说过的每一句话...
但就是没有实现...
因为我们彼此都带着很多的误会...而分开了...
我不知道你对我的感情是不是专一...
但我可以肯定的是我对你却是很专一...
你曾经告诉过我你不能对她酱不公平...
难道你对我就公平吗?
你说过爱我...
你说过永远在一起...
你说过不会离开我...
你说过你另一半的心永远是在我心里...
你也说过你会给我幸福...
这些你对我公平吗?
我原本以为我们可以永远牵着彼此的手一直走下去...
但我不知道我们还有没有这个机会...
其实...
爱情没有公平这两个字...
只要能够彼此相爱...
这样才会幸福...
我很怀念我们在戏院里..
你曾经xx我...
在我冷的时候...
曾经牵着我的手...
让我躺在你的头...
一起喝同一杯汽水...
我们好像不是在看戏...
而是在xx...x)
我还记得我们再w.y家看鬼戏...
我们在一起很甜蜜...
很开心...
你还送我那个超像你...眼睛小小...穿着当兵的衣服...很可爱...=]
还在她家楼上xx...
还有很多很多很快乐的回忆...
其实我们去过很多地方xx..
这些只有你和我知道...x)
虽然我不知道我们还有没有复合的机会...
但我希望你能够找到那个属于自己最幸福的人...
就算全世界都放弃你...
我也不会放弃你...
只因为我想和你一起分享快乐与悲哀...
想紧紧的牵着彼此的手直到永远...><"
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